Dreams are my Reality.

Have you tried waking up with involuntary tears flowing from your eyes? Or with a smile which might have made your day? I know I have.

My day starts after I wake up from a dream and just this morning, a very idyllic dream. Or more like a delusion. It was a dream where all wearies were vanished, the entire world’s deception, drudgery, wrecked dreams, all vanished. What was left was uncontaminated happiness. Don’t get me wrong. I wasn’t in love in that dream like most of you would have perhaps imagined. Nope. It was a dream where all my top-of-mind problems were gone, mostly school responsibilities. And all of a sudden….SNAP!!! I woke up and became conscious that it was all a dream. I hated it! I mean, I have really melancholic dreams in the past which I have sworn to God that I won’t let them happen in real life. But this dream I had, I would give up everything in the world just to make it a reality. But no can do. I guess that’s the main reason why we have dreams—for us to get a glimpse of the “what if’s”. It’s peculiar how I have read in a book before about a very fascinating fact about dreams. It said that we all have an average of 36 dreams per night, only that we remember the most recent one. 36? That’s a huge number considering that Sigmund Freud once theorized that our dreams are aspirations in life or symbolisms of fears.

Okay. Enough about dreams.

I have been a movie buff lately. The other day, my classmate Jim gave me a file of the movie Pride and Prejudice. See, Jim is like a hacker of some sort. Forgive me. If you would take a peek at the files at his laptop, you would suspect that he is a pirate. He has hundreds of movie files, no kidding. So what I do is I lend him my USB flash drive and he would put in a movie for me. So last Tuesday I watched Pride and Prejudice starring my favorite, Keira Knightley. It was a very appealing story about a how people do things in the old days. And last night during my Film Appreciation class, we watched Requiem for a Dream. It is a very unsettling film about drug addiction which made me come to the conclusion that I will never in my entire life do drugs. Well, actually I used to tell myself that I must try to use prohibited drugs just for the sake of having to tell everyone that I’ve tried it. Doing drugs is one of the revolting things I want to try during my youth. Other than that, I also want to try to kiss a girl and have premarital sex. You might laugh at me but I’m serious at this. It might be disreputable but I want to try it if opportunities will permit me. But if not, I wouldn’t mind.

What else?

Oh! I forgot to tell you that I have been wanting to write a love story. Not a novel but just a short one. I want it to be fictional. I know you know that I’ve tried writing a love story before but it was a true love story and was published. I know. Shame on me. So I want it to be fictional this time. Let’s see if I can make it even if it wouldn’t be in first person P.O.V.

And by the way, this morning, he told me he loves me so I told him that I love him too.

Hahahahaha!

Smoochy2x!