I love Mr. Softti...hahhahah....

     and so...today was the day...the day i was waiting for...today's

the day that i had my contest in word building....guess what???first

place!!!hahhhahaha...im so proud of myself and of my team mates...go

4th year!!!

   

   im kinda dissappointed though, knowing that my bestfriend only got

second place in his contest which was dagliang pagsasalita....he

said he knew that he should be the first placer however...destiny has

taken its toll...no kidding, he really said that he felt like he was

gonna top the contest...indeed, he had a good introduction but

ms.bessie said that he was just beating around the bush..God!,,,i

couldn't take that comment...

   

   same is true with our class mayor, Jason who also got the second

place...but in the event talumpati...i don't feel awful just dismayed

because i know that my classmated did their best..and hey! its not bad

to be a second placer right?!...(yes...lol!....)

   

   we(bonn and i), then prepared for our emceeing tomorrow

morning...and so we went into the department head's office to

practice...unfortunately, ms.Anne was a lil bit busy when we came and

we had to wait for her...while waiting...ms.dumagat, our principal had

a little chit-chat with us...bonn talked about his disappointment in

garnering the second place "ONLY" and in the middle of the

conversation...like, out of the blue...ms.dumz told me...,"Kamille, you

look so mahinhin and pretty..."...(flattered

aketch!!!..kkaloka!!)....she then added, "you have a boyfriend

right?"...(hahahha...bonn was just laughing and listening to the both

of us...)...my reply was...."NO"...she then said...., "really?! I can't

believe it..."(omigod...it was such a compliment for moi!!!)....bonn

laughed again...and i said, "i Cant believe it either!!!!!!!!!!"....and

the three of us laughed....hahahhahaah..funny, isnt it?! (corny!!!)

        we then planned and practiced for the events tomorrow...

        as

for the continuation of our secret santa thingie....today, we were to

recieve "something soft"...my secret santa kinda got the wrong notion

of the word soft..hhahaha....he/she gave me a figurine!!obviously...its

not soft at all!!!but let's look on the bright side...its a pig....yes,

a pig---again!!!(as requested by me...lol)...i rili rili like it...no

kidding...

   

   i named it Mr. Soffti and labeled it at the bottom...i wanna look

back years after now that i received a figurine- a pig at that...for

the category "soft"...how peculiar, ryt???but then again, generally, i

luv it!!!i even took a picture of him...take a look at the

top....oh....isn't he cute???...i will really cherish my Mr. Softti

forever and ever...

   

   tomorrow will be another day..i hope i could get over with the emcee

thing tomorrow...i rili hope so...tomorrow will be a good day...i can

sooooo damn feel it....i hope the my fellow seniors will be victorious in their respective events tomorrow...

   

   as for the secret santa thing...tomorrow, we should give "something

glittering"....i keep on thinking what to give..and i couldn't think of

anything!weird!!!

        okay...so, till tomorrow...

                    Till the ice breaks,

                        *    KAMZ    *

   

something long!!!.....hahhahahah....!!!!!!!!

hahahah...the title, you might ask????

i kinda admit that i forgot to include in my blog post yesterday about our secret santa in school....it has been agreed upon by my classmates and i never to tell anyone about the person we picked...and also, it has been decided upon by our, shall i say, "BELOVED" adviser...chozzz....(hahaahahh...)that today, we must give "the person" we picked something that is long...and so...i was very excited to receive something today and also...to know who my secret santa is...the plan is to put the gift in a box and we could just check from that very box once in a while if there is something for us...as for me...i gave my "manita" (that's how we call it here) a necklace which i bought from a stoll just outside our school...and i also bought a wrapper and wrote "the name"...nothing much about that really...the fuzz is really about the thing that i received...hahaaahhaha....

it was during lunch break when i got a chance to go to the box to check if i had something from my secret santa....guess what???!!!of course there was!!!...haahahahah....and i got so damn excited at the same time intrigued on who could be the person who gave it to me...it was a big question mark slapped on my face!!!.....now....what did i receive????it was a bookmark...a simple thing but it is very well appreciated my moi!!!!no kidding...thanks, secret santa....(whoever you are)...it is a bookmark...pink to be exact...it had a pig in it!!!yes,,,,because i actually announced to the whole class that i like pigs....i mean....as a collection...but not real ones of course, duh!!!and so...a pig....drawn on a pink sheet of paper...it was like a harder version of a construction paper, if im not mistaken....and it was written there....,

"A Friend Loves at all Times.... luv yah!!!.....for KAMZ"....

And i was like...omigod!!!who could my secret santa be...hint # 1:...not anyone would have the guts to say or at least write the lines, "luv yah" to me....

hint # 2: it couldn't be an ordinary classmate since it was written there, "a friend loves at all times..."

hint # 3: when i entered the room and suddenly said:,"ui,,,kung sin-o gid man da ang naka gabot sa akon...my manita or manito...thanks gid...na appreciate ko gid...especially ang baboy..hahhahhah" , Gerhard said that..., "jusko, Kamille! indi mo pa kilala???abot2x na bla!!!jusko na lamang...bal-anon na gid na poh....

hint # 4: Johanna said, "Kamz, pgka basa ko pa lng na kag pagka kita sng imo nga bukmark, abot ko na daun...maskin ikaw man guro abot mo na na....

hint # 5: many people said that most probably, it is a "HE"....

there are actually a lot of hints...but too many to mention...i don't know what to think!!!and i hate thinking...!!!i pisses me off!!!grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!....but i actually have a prospect..i think..he is..................._ _ _ _ !!! (censored) hahhahaha....yes, i have a 99% bet on that....and about the other 1%, well...it is for the so-called "benefit of the doubt"...i just dont wanna be disaapointed in the end...as what happens always...

its okay...i can wait anyway...and besides...there will be so much thrill on this until the christmas party arrives...hhahhahaha....and we'll know on that day if really, the 99% or the remaing 1%....hahhaha....

generally, im happy and sad at the same time...-weird, that is!!! well, its because,if he's the one im thinking about..well, i like him but sad because i already know its him...or her...hahaahaha....

and tomorrow will be another day...a day of contests since its the start of the breakthrough...and goodluck and god bless to the participants....as in yours truly for word building and my best friend for dagliang pagsasalita......okay, so tomorrow again...i hope im gonna have time...

till the ice breaks,

*KAMZ*

especialy for you....=)

      

  hi. there...

    

  like...today is a

wonderful day for moi...a hell of a day actually but it pays off...all

the struggles and difficulties i had today were all worth for what i

deserved...hahaha...no kidding

        and so...the

usual...waking up early in the morining..doing the preparing-for-school

kinda thing...however...i needed to prepare for a lot of things...i was

supposed to be ready for this morning's opening salvo...the opening

salvo is like the appetizer for all of our activites this week...it

will be a week of preparations for contests....contests that will be

between the four year levels of our school....it will be a showcase of

talents...talents that were not known to be possessed by certain people

who would be featured in the different events...and so....back to the

preparing-for-school thingie...today, i had to wear jeans and my our

school's activity shirt because my classmates and i rendered a dance

number for the said opening salvo...and not only that...yes...not only

that...i was also supposed to be a singer...singer?????lol~!!!but

yes....for the song number "jingle bell rock"....but then...i know that

my name will be at stake for the reason of not practicing at

alll....and so..i refused joining my friends in the said dance

number...i also acted as mama mary...lol...funny..

         

and for the finale, we ,

together with the other studs from the different yr levels...grooved

our booodies to the tune of the most popular novelty song as of the

moment-papaya....it was so funny how we got so excited to dance on

stage without practicing..hahah..no joke... but then, we shrugged the

difficulties off... though it was so crowded on stage and all...we got

it over with....hahahah...

       

as for the title of my

blog entry today..."especially for you"...i actually based it from the

song...the song especiall for you by MYMP....here it goes...

       oh, and now were back together..together

        i wanna show you my heart i soh so true...

        and all the love i have is especially for you...

    

  you might wonder why i

put this in here...its just that the lines of this song actually best

describe or shall i say, tell what i feel right now...especially the

first line...hahhahh...no kidding...i hope this would be a sustainable

development,...so help me God...pls pls pls pls pls....

        till the ice breaks,

        *KAMZ*

laughter, not the best medicine...rather, the best disguise

       

yes, i like the reconstruction of this cliche

   

    actually, i dont have

much to say today because nothing very peculiar happened...still the

usual, waking up at 5:30am...eat breakfast, leave for school, do the

usual teusday school stuff like observing the teusday schedule and the

regular teusday COCOSA meeting...my life is becoming more of a drage,

really...i am a person who hates routines...however, i dont have any choice but to stick to it..after

all, i am the only person who shall be blamed for this routine i have

because i was the one who made choices like going to this school...and

also, for joining certain organizations like the COCOSA, wherein i

think i am passionate about...

       

and today, when we had a meeting...i realized how busy i am going to be for the next week or for the next two days, the least...it

will already be the customary Lasallian Breakthrough in our school next

week and as ive seen during my younger years, people from different

year levels show or shall i say, brag about their own contestants for

certain events...and i am actually joining one of the events which is

word building...dream come true, you may say...lol

       tomorrow will already be

the 2nd phase of the Lasallian Star Quest and i will be one of the

emcees together with my friend, Bonard...wish me luck!!!

      

and as i end this day,

i end it with a smile...my classmates and most of my friends always see

me smiling and laughing like there's no tomorrow...but they really have

no idea....but then again, no regrets...i will maintain this

facade...before, what i know about laughter is it is considered as the

best medicine...however....i beg to differ and defy this cliche...it is

not the best medicine....it is just the best disguise...because after we laugh our hearts out, still, our dilemma stays in our hearts...agree???

        okay, i guess that would be it....

with droopy sleepy eyes (lol!). ...

*KAMZ*

TRUE LOVE'S GONNA HAVE TO WAIT

        i honestly think that im emotionally disturbed right now...yes, no kidding...

        i don't know why im feeling this way but this is my very first time to have this kind of feeling...a stupid feeling...omigod, i kinda need a councilor for this...

       okay, well, i guess i

just kinda expected too much...tsk3x...that's what's difficult, you

know...expecting...because failed expectations turn to

disappointments....you know that feeling wherein you feel that the

person you're with is already "THE ONE" and suddenly, life snap backs at you and you realize that he is not "THE ONE"...hmmmph....but then, you continue to hope and wish that he "WILL BE the one" ....you get your hopes up but you watch them fall everytime...

       but how should i react

on this???how should i feel???i've been crying for so long and it looks

like im back with the unconditional love thingie....loving without

expecting love in return...that's it...however, it hurts!!!!it so damn

hurts!!!you see the person everyday yet you don't get to say what you

want to say...love? its really kind of complicated...indeed, love

hurts....because where there is love, there is pain....maybe this is

the very reason why a number of people dont engage in

relationships...it's because they are afraid to get hurt...how selfish

of them!how selfish of them to think only of themselves...and what?

they all end up unhappy in the end...they end up unhappy because they

don't get to be with the one they love since they didnt take the

risk...and yes., love is a gamble...

       are you just gonna play

safe or are you willing to step up to the challenge? if yes, good for

you...if not...well, i guess you will end up forever single...you will

forever be afraid of getting hurt...

        sometimes,

i cry watching children with wounds or bruises in their knees...because

when i was a child i was in a hurry to grow up and fall in love...but

now that i've finally fallen, i wanna go back to being an innocent

child, knowing nothing about love...because i realized that it is

better to heal a wounded knee than to heal a broken heart...

       it would take time to

heal this wounded heart of mine...i honestly think that it would take

more than a year for my recovery....love is unfair...you tend to

love...without any assurance of getting any love back....

        i dont know what to do......but i think...true love's just gonna have to wait...

with tears,

*KAMZ*

lovelife...loveless???

yesterday was one of the hell days of my life...dunno...kinda hell and

heaven and hell at the same time...weird you may say,..but yeah, no

kidding...

    i just got a grade of 77 in trigonometry

...no regrets...my fault and i truly accept it...the problem is really

myself, you know...when i dont like a particular thing, i would give up

easily and disregard that...and concentrate to the things i love...and

like...and that's what happened to my grade in trig...no regrets,

really...

    another thing is...ive been sad and blue for the

past three days...because i felt loveless...i love this person wihtout

any getting any assurance if that person will love me back..yes, that's

what my idol said years ago, the "unconditional love" thingie...and i

think i am already experiencing that two-word term...

    i used

to love only the people who also loved me...and its just now that i

realize that that is being selfish...i would always want something in

return...tsk...tsk...tsk...

    back with the unconditional love

thing...i have a confession to make...i think...i think ...i think im

in love with my best friend...huhuhuhu...i dont know...but i just do

love him and it gets stronger everyday...i loved him...love him...and

will always love him...(i cant bliv im saying these lame words!!!damn

it)

    many people say that he feels the same way too...but i

should not expect anything...because failed expectations will turn to

disappointments...and damn! i have been disappointed so many times in

my 16 years of existence...

    but then again...speaking of

unconditional love...if you really love a person you should make him

happy even if his happiness means you're not part of it...

   

it hurts, i know...but im ready, where there is love, there is pain...i

am soooooo god damn ready to get hurt!!!because...if given the letters

"HRT" i can add letters "EA" to get a heart or a "U" to get hurt...but

id rather choose "U" to get hurt, than to have a "HEART" without

"YOU"...

    ive cried so many times...because of this...but still...i continue to love...

a good sleep from noon till evening...feels so damn good

    hi...just woke up from like, 9 hours of sleep...

    i rili was unconcious of the long hours of sleep i had

until...until i woke up of course!!!because it started lyk 11am ryt

after i went home from to church to celebrate the holy eucharist and i

kinda felt tired so i went straight ahead to my room and threw my self

to the matress...

    i went to sleep until 9pm...gosh!!! im really thankful for what

happened because i would usually have a hard time putting myself to

sleep since i think (i only think...its not a fact) that i may have

insomnia...and its a breakthrough and a rest in turn for all those

sleepless nights i've had this week...because you see, this week was

exam week and i have problems regarding time management and study

habits so i would sleep late and wake up early having only 4 or 5 hours

of sleep and yet, miracle comes that i come to school in complete shape

and proper disposition...well, good for me...

    now?! well...i feel so light i want to float...really...no

kidding...i want to do an arabesque or a  cartwheel or something...but

some members of my family are now in their

dreams...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...(sleeping)...i don't want to wake them up

so i would just sit here...and be a good girl....(as if!)

    okay...that's all for now...i've got a big day planned ahead tomorrow...

    see yah!!!!

farewell to you my friends

     i felt the being-a-senior feeling today...it is because our class

had the pictorial for yearbook photos...at first, excitement dominated

my heart but as i saw my classmates wearing their "togas" (is the

spelling correct???...dunno...rili...), i felt like sad....no kidding

because i was thinking of the upcoming graduation...and after which, we

will all be torn apart...yah, just like a torn paper...and the sad part

is, i just can't take to live my college life without my friends...and

the way i look at it...college won't be that nice because most likely,

you'd have new schools...which also implies new surrounding, new

policies, and of course, new adjustments....oh...i can't bear this much

pain in me...so help me get over it by giving me advice on how to

not-miss-high-school-that-much matters...please...

    i just need them...and vice versa...i rili know it....

stupid force

    stupid me...im gonna have my last day of examination tomorrow

morning....and i don't feel any better since yesterday's examination in

trigonometry...

i just cant get over it...it was kinda challenging...though many sed it

was not...i think they also have a point but its just cause of the

insufficient time given to us,, the examineess.....ryt?but generally,

it was a good one...

    and tomorrow,...will be for the physics exams...not just kinda hard

but...waaaaaaaaaaa...y hard...no kidding...so i guess im just gonna

sleep during the exams tomorrow,,,

and well, no choice but to take it...may God bless moi...

Blog Entry bowling: definitely not my thing!!!!!

        our class year level (the seniors) went to a bowling centre

this afternoon...it was actually for our practicum...inidividual, that

is,,,

    guess what??? i got zero out of 10pins...it was almost

unbelievable...as unbelievable as the sun rising at the west

(huwat?!)....but it was true...there was proof and witnesses...okay, so

that my hint...i am not a bowling person...im just a person person...i

dont even know what that means, to be honest, but i am that type of

person...

    when my mom went to the bowling centre to fetch me and accompany me

in going home, she like, freaked out when she knew about the tragic

incident....the me-getting-a-zero-in-bowling-practicum incident...

    i pleaded and she gave in...i mean, not really gave in because she

also invited me for a practice game last week but i resisted due to

hectic schedule and other matters...

       and yes, i was better...my teachers were even there in the other

lanes and they just wathced mama and i...lyk duh?! they shouldn't care

ryt?

    and all i wanna do is find way back into nice scores next practicum!!

       and also, i had the sumkinda audition for the DSPC thing (that

was after the yearbook launching)...it was so damn challenging but i

did it!!!so proud of myself....

        ciao!!!

i lied...but later on confessed..and it feels so damn good!!!

    like, i went home very late today...and when i arrived home...guess

what?...award of course (award btw, is a slang for scold or something)

   

yeah, i admit...it was my fault...i should have asked permission from

my parents before deciding for myself...hmm...irresponsible and

disrespectful me...

    and so...there i was..drinking...with my

friends of course...we were just at the store...or shall i say the

chicken house owned by one of my friends...it was actually the grand

opening that's why we felt so eager to go there...at least, it wasn't

for recreation reasons alone...ryt?..okay, i wanna continue now...i

sent a message to my mom saying that i'll be late because of a certain

project...but then...she knew about my whereabouts...yah, someone told

her ( i don't really blame who that someone is )....and she knew i was

lying....

    god! it was like a slap on the face...really, no kidding...i was shy...with whom?...well, with myself...strange, isn't it?....

   

i rushed home while thinking what alibi i should have....but i decided

to tell the truth and admit my faulty ways...and they were happy...they

means my mom and my sis...well, my father was on my side and supported

me..

    there's this only thing i'd promise..."it won't happen again"

*KAMZ*

ps. mama still doesn't know that we drank and what we drank...wahaahhah

    goodnight, clover!!!

    i hope to see the morning

someday my prince will come

   this day, my friends and i namely gerhard, melanie and yours truly went to the mall...(as in SM...where else???....lol)

   

we bought stuff for our project in trigonometry and we kinda enjoyed

picking and choosing the colors, textures and stuff like that...you

know what i mean...

    after which, bonn told us to go with him to

buy a gift for his mom who will be celebrating her birthday

tomorrow...and we did, of course! that's what friends are for..and so

there we were in this  Christian Bookshop...we chose books that are

inspirational and fit for mothers...we had an excellent job, i must

humbly admit...lol...

    in one of the shelves, they had this

greeting cards...i was stunned with one of those greeting cards...it

had "happy anniversary" in its facade...i slowly got the card and

examined it...you know, the content and other features of the card...i

turned to gerhard and asked him, "ge, san-o pa q ni ya ayhan ka baton

man?"....his answer was, "you have to wait, kamille"...i just answered

a smile......that line which he uttered striked me much...and the card

as well...its because i have never been into a long term relationship

before and im really looking forward to having one...the greatest

question is when and with whom???

well, i guess all i have to do is wait...again

im thinner now!!!

omg!!!just cant bliv 8...lyk, after a month or two of a lunchless days...it had finally paid off...and yes, i lost weight...rili, im not kidding at all...i just found out about his lyk, only yesterday and im so damn happy bwt 8...it fils so good....many people misjudge me and say that id be ill because of not eating lunch...but duh!!!hell, i care with what people say...its their own opinion and even if i dont agree with what they are saying, ill fight to death their right to say it...its my prerogative if id do this or that, what matters most is what  i feel...and how do i feel right now, u might ask?...well, i  really feel so damn good...i have never felt this way b4. lyk never as n not ever!...i hope this would be a sustainable development bcz i dont wana luk lyk a pig on my first ever graduation...i wana shine lyk the lyt in the sun...

ciao

last year level day

the last year level day of my entire life

                    it is what we call "nakagawian" that we have this year level for each year level of the school

                    i had fun during my 1st, 2nd and 3rd year level days...

                    but during my 4th year level day..it peculiar for me...i was not only one of the spectators but i was one the contestants....the name of the contest was, "Mr. and Ms. Rain"...yeah, i know, it sounds funny....because it really is...the weather was like sizzling hot but my batch mates and i were wearing coats, jackets, sweaters, and the like...it was so funny....

                    in the morning we had the prayer service which was very inspirational...the reflection was given by my Filipino teacher who also happens to be the Filipino department head...and guess what??? oh, he spoke in english...i was surprised like everybody else in that hollowed hall....we were like, sad because we all knew that it was the last year level day that we'll be having...because , duh!!!like, there's no 5th yr in high school...and i know there will never be...we all had fun....btw, bonn and i joined the Mr. and Ms. Rain search and we won like...a million dollars!!!!lol....the prices were candies...but they are very well appreciated ...at least...its better than not having any price at all....ryt?....ryt...we also won as best in talent...we grooved and shaked our bodies to the tune of "can't take my eyes off of you" by gloria gaynor...the genre was disco...its a really nice song...i promise to visit st. jo whenever i can even after graduation....

ciao!!!!!mmmmmmmmmwah...!!!!!!!!!!

service

this week, i learned about service

well, last night...we had this orientation kinda thing and i was...shall i say, amazed...amazed not by the students but by the teachers...although, they weren't there, i felt their presence within me and my classmates...i realized that teaching is not really a profession, i take it more as a vocation...just imagine the long hours they spent just to teach all of us...knowing that they don't receive much income because of those sacrifices...and what do we do???well, we abuse them...which is not good...of course...standing just for an hour in front of the students and discussing a certain topic is already tough, considering the fact that you should have an audible voice for you to be heard in every part of the room...and another thing, when other people had graduated, they might have thought that they already surpassed the stage of waking up early because office hours would usually start at 7 or 8 am...however, our beloved teachers considered it...they come to school even earlier than us, students...see!!!we should thank them...i would also like to appeal to the students there, especially the intelligent  ones... you see, if you, intelligent people will not become teachers...then, who will??? well, maybe those who would take education (the course) as an easy one...so, what would happen to the next generation???of course, they would suffer...and the level of education gets lower and lower every year...it's like a ladder...but we shouldn't be going down the ladder...we should be going up...up to the betterment....and so, all that we have won't be possible without our teachers, mentors, and other educators...so, i salute them!!!(no kidding...)

                                    another one is our WISE slogan for this year....we kinda have to have it every year because its sort of a rule....and so,,,,we now have two for this year...the first one is, "i speak english not because i have to, but because i want to"...and the other one is, i'm sorry, i totally forgot...lol...really...

                                      another thing, gosh...i don't think i can still post a blog post here very often because of the busy  schedule...but don't worry...i promise to post every week, at least...okay...and when i have nothing to do at night...maybe i can sneak and turn on the computer and check my mail and everything...so that's it...and just so you know...i'm going to school again this today even if it's a saturday...it's ok...just like what i've said....service...and i honestly think that i would be very very very very bust this week....i hope i think wrong...lol...okay, ciao!!!

back on track

school is back and i'm back on track

                                    yes, school year 2007-2008 officially started yesterday...i wasn't that happy because i was always in school almost every week during summer...it was because of important matters...you know, service to the school and stuff like that...and then our class adviser,...well, he's like, nice...and we're like, laughing all the time...wahahah...and of course, the class color...oh!!!it's my favorite...i'll be seeing that color everywhere the classroom all throughout the school year...and i'm happy because of that, of course!!!who wouldn't be...and we elected people for class officers and i believe they are responsible enough to be in charge of the class, it' s noise, it's problems, it's funds, et.al....

                                    and the canteen...it's nice..although they don't sell water in cups...but generally, the start of the school year was, shall i say...a start of something new for everybody...we are now reaching another chapter of our lives...but closing another one...sad, but true...and we can't help it...we need this...we need this to grow and be mature...so help me God...please. please help me...

okay...c y'all when i have time...ciao!!!

good news, i can cook!!!

yeah, that's right...i can cook

                                        it was not until last week that i was the one cooking here at home...at first, it was not self wanted like i really want to cook or something...but my mom always asked me to cook different dishes (really dishes)...like tinola, adobo, and the like...and i am so damn proud of myself...not that i was not cooking before ...of course i was, any average person of my age already knew how to cook...and i'm one of those average people and so i already knew how to cook...but what i cooked before were just frozen cuts like hotdog, nuggets, sausage, corned beef (which i steam to avoid much oil) and the like...you know, just frying...that's it...i didn't even know how to cook boiled egg before neither did i know how to cook sunny side up..i was really a simple, lousy cook those days...but now i'm not...now, i know how to cook what i call "real food"...hahaha...not that there is unreal food...real because it is cooked long...long hours..that's it...you will have to do more than just mere frying because of course, you must know how to make it's flavor...and me?...oh, i'm still working on the flavor part...lol...the thing is. ...i can cook!!!whooooooo!!!!

                                and just for the record, i cooked again this morning...just chicken nuggets with cheese...because it's just breakfast....we don't need to do much cooking early in the morning right? so that's it....ciao!!!

couch potato

i am such a couch potato

                                

                                  i went to sleep @ like 1:00 in the morning just because of watching late television shows...i know, i know....it's not good...but i can't help it...i just need to watch tv to satisfy my thirst for learning....they say (they means my mom, my mom and my mom) that learning is a never ending process...and i strongly agree...learning is inevitable...u might not want to learn but you still do...you learn through mistakes, experiences, et.al....and so that's the reason why i watch too much tv...i want to learn...we haven't had class for more or less two months...and i certifiably don't like it...because i don't learn much and i don't get to see my pals...nikki, bonn....a lot more...but especially them ...and fea too!i miss all her gay lingo talking...

                                        and that's it...i really want to go back to school...i always get bored here at home...despite all the comfort zones around me...the 24/7 internet access, unlimited time recess and lunch, good ventilation, as much water as i want for both drinking and bathing and of course, the radio and the television with a cable connection...see, it's like i couldn't and shouldn't ask for more...and i should give the credit to my parents...they're really working hard enough to make all of this possible for my little sister and i...because duh, were not starving, we don't feel sweaty all the time, we can email friends, and we always have something to watch on tv....just like what i've said earlier, i couldn't and shouldn't ask for more...i would be selfish if i will....ryt?!...i also have my own television set in my own room and my own radio which is complete with incredibly loud speakers, and it has a good brand too...well-known....so i really shouldn't be selfish...

                                       oh, and by the way, fyi, i went to school yesterday...well, it was a wonderful experience...we, my classmates and i cleaned our future classroom...i had fun although i suffered because of leg pain last night....really, no kidding....i had a massage...courtesy of my sister...thanks, sis!!!

                                        it's just a week away from my first day of school as a senior...and god! it just scares the hell out of me!!!  not that i can't survive it...it's just that i would be graduating very soon and you know very well that i haven't graduated ever yet!!!!!grrrrrrr!!!!!lol!!!!!!!it's okay...i promised myself to do my one hundred and thirty five million percent...mwahahahah...

                                        okay,....

till the ice breaks,

       princess sophie