regrets...have any???

 

  yes, you might say that i

would probably be the last person who would be regretting some things

in my life...but no one's gonna die if i admit it right??? so here it

goes...

         

  im kinda regretting some of the stuff that im posting here in my blog for the reason that people read it...hahhahah...yah,

right, this is so funny!!!i actually defeat the purpose of blogs galore

when i just post it for myself...well, at first i thought i wanted you,

guys to witness all the daily happenings in my life but then, it hurts

when the memories of the moments that i've included in my blog are

already over, gosh, it hurts!!!painstakingly, more like certifiably!!!

         

  everytime people read my blog, they have these weird reactions like, "OMIGOD!!!" and "I NEVER WOULD HAVE KNEW IF IT WASNT BECAUSE OF YOUR BLOG"    ...d*** it!!!(FYI,

i dont allow myself to speak bad words so this is the farthest i could

get in terms of releasing anger....)and so, im kinda regretting it

since they're talking about stuff...i mean, old stuff..stuff which i

have already forgotten or stuff which i intend and "OUGHT" to forget...stuff which are needed to be forgotten 'cause if not, they'll just break my heart everytime i read of them...

      

  maybe you don't have any clue of what im talking about here...im

talking about some of my friendster blog posts which were read by few

of my classmates....but, don't get me wrong...i have nothing against

them reading my blog and give comments and other stuff...its just that

, there's something wrong with me....huhuhuhu...i

can't jsut can't wait to graduate and get the hell out of this school

im into!!!!!!god, its killing me!!!----i mean, the people in it

are!!!its like im already losing my sanity!!!

      

  but then again,  nothing's gonna change...'cause they don't have to...ryt???the blog posting continues....the legend goes on...well, i wanna do is get this over with...what????lol

xoxo,

*KAMZ*