i wanna get this over with---HIGH SCHOOL!!!

         

  They say that high

school years are the best years of one's life...yeah, right...i was

very close to believing this statement until i got to the last year of

high school...

- high school is nice because you get to experience a lot= i

agree because i have really experienced a lot of thing...new

things...you know, having new friends, a new environment, new

challenges, hardships

- you get to the peak of your love life= i

dont know if i should agree because i am really an antagonist when it

comes to love....i hate it!!! i used to like it once...but thinking

about mushy things...- ewwww!!!  not that i haven't been into any

relationship or something but its just that i get hurt everytime...its

as if i am meant to be left by people i love, especially the

guys...they-are-all-the-same concept is true! i thought its not but

now, i certainly, certifiably agree!!!! don't you? well, if you don'f,

hello, earth calling, wake up!!!!!

- in high school you develop into a new you= i

agree. when i stepped into the high school worl, well, i wasnt like

this...certainly not like this...i became even worse! its like i

morphed into a different kind of human being...a human being that is so

mad of the world, like a villain, that is! i started to hate people for

no reason at all, i started to be a bitch and worst , a plastic!

bwahahahha....(evil laugh there)

- you get lower grades compared to elementary- well,

when i was in elementary, 6th grade to be exact, i was like, one of the

top students of my school - USLS...but now, the tables have turned

upside down...not that im failing or anything but i get reaalllly...

reallly looooww grades...i mean, i still belong to the top class but my

grades are there down the drain...i think its because of pressure, i

get to participate in many orgs and excel in them however, i get tired

of studying..hahahhaha....and also, one factor is that high school is

really one step or shall i say, one big giant step away from

elementary...elem was just like addition, subtraction, ....in high

school ,you got sine, consince, momentum, probability, inverse

functions...wow, amazing!!!!!!

well. now, im just a few days away

from graduation and i really want to hurry things...because its like i

get hurt everyday...i get hurt by the emotions i feel, everyday its

like i have a lot of emotions- i feel sad, happy, anxious, and all

those!!!!so, i just want to get it over with...you

know...escaping....so, i just hope im gonna survive this rain...what?

hahahaha...

*KAMZ*

"trust" i gained it back!!!

last night was one of the

highest points in my life...i had an amazing experience watching and

listening to my idol, miss lea salong sing in front of my very

eyes...it was a dream come true seeing her in persong though not that

close...she is really a diamond in the rough!!!so d*** talented...i

have no idea where she gets all those air ...anyway..

 

last night was also special since it was the first time my mom allowed

me to go home alone or with friends at around 1 in the morning...no

kidding!!! i mean, i am allowed to go out with friends before provided

that i would be fetched by my mom for her to bring me home...i would

call her when i need to come home already...yes, even at 8:oopm...i

know, you might say im such a baby...its just that i ve done so many

things before that have caused my parents not to trust me...i mean, you

know, ive had "illegal" relationships and until now, they still don't

know even a single bit about it...so ,,better keep your mouth shut

okay?!lol!

   

and

so, i just enjoyed last night with the company of friends and it was

like so amazing!!!not amazing for being there enjoying and all but

amazing in the sense that hey, i gained my parents' trust bacK!!!!it

feels really good inside...

   

   i didnt do anything that couldve made my parents upset..i was one

gud girl last night..i know, its hard to believe...i hope this trust

thingie is gonna be with me for a long long time...especially a few

months from now that im gonna be in college already...whoo! big shocker

there! yah, im gonna be like a grown-up..talk and dress like a grown-up

although i know its hard to think like a grown-up but i swear that im

gonna do my very best...

   

    keep it up!.i say this line to myself!!!haahahahah....follow my footsteps..theyre really good...lol

ciao!!!

*KAMZ*

Im getting married!!!

            

yes, no kidding i am really getting married...those who do not believe, well, CURSE YOU TO DEATH!!! ...but wait, i dont just curse people...anyway, im gonna explain my wedding plans so read and pay attention so well...(hahha...as if!)

             This is it ...this

day was really one of the most booooring days of the century..one of

the most tiring and frustrating too..a lot of disappointments in my

part....it started with a fight i had with a total stranger...she was

like cursing me!!!could

you imagine...and it was seven in the morning...but then again...i

didn't stoop down to her level....which is level negative 59 to the

11th power...!!!curse my ass, you bitch!!!

             

anyway...the day

continued when we had a quiz in trigonometry...it was so unfair on our

part that the teacher gave us a quiz during an exam week...that is so

against the rule!!!i went to the photocopier during lunch to have

reviewers photocopied...i reproduced about 35 copies and i paid for all

of them...that was 200+ pesos...it really hurt...na-ibanan naman ang

kaban ko...some of my classmates paid but

there were really a lot hu just got copies without

paying...haaayy...god watches anyway....the bullshit in my day

continued in bookkeeping...we had a lot...and i really mean a lot of

activities---the boring ones!!!after that da** subject was religion

wherein we had a really surprise quiz...it was over fifteen but we just

had scores  like 1, 2, 3 ,4...and that's it...we were

so unprepared ....economics...a classmate of mine cried...yes, just out

of the blue when we teased him that he was gay???...how imature is

that??...nooooooo...just kidding...i respect him..his feelings...and

his uniqueness...

             

by the way, i

lost my pen...the best pen in the world....no kidding,,,but its ok...i

really dont give a sh** over petty things...you know me...

             and about my blog

title...the-me-getting-married-thing....out of the so-called

"boringness" of bookkeeping this afternoon,out of the blue, i asked me

seatmates..., "what if im gonna be an old maid?"...well, they won't believe

it!!!and you know what...? neither do I !!! hahahhahah!!!me, an old

maid? eewww! id rather stick pins in my eyes...and so, right at that

very moment..i promised to my friends that when i reach the age of

thirty and im still single..i should commit harakiri...(thats suicide

in japanese)..and maybe ull think that like the usual, im just gonna

say my famous lines,

"i lied"? no .that's not gonna happen...im not lying this time...this

is for real...im gonna jump of a cliff, slice myself into two or

something..well, look on the bright sided...i still have 13 years to

go...hahah...that's long enuf to find a partner you think?! but right

now..i am announcing that i am really getting married...

               

we practiced

tonight for tomorrows activities and i hopw were gonna surpass it with

flying colors...i really wanna get it over with..gudluck to moi!!!

x0x0

*KAMZ*

               

Yeah, baby!!!Who's your daddy now?!

         

  "idle minds covet evil thoughts" ...i have proven this cliche more than a hundred times in my life...and think of it...it is a fact! ...now, who would dare to tell me that its not true? Oh c'mon!!!

            

  okay so there i

was this morning...woke up early enough to make survery questionaire to

be emailed to my classmate for this survey thing we need to do for our

research paper...actually, im not a member of their group but since

im..you know, "KIND"....(lol)

i offered a helping hand to my classmates...and as for me...i plan to

fake the survey...yah, i know that its bad but then again...no one's

gonna know right?! i mean, the teacher's not gonna know anyway...so,

why bother!!!wow, i feel so evil by this time...and

actually, i like it!!!haah.... im just gonna change my penmanship in

some way that its would not look like mine and im also gonna forge the

signature of the respondents...now tell me,,,ain't i clever or

sumthing?!...hahah...all i need is a wide variety of pens with different colors...and i think i already got them....the scheme starts tomorrow!!! So, who's your daddy now,huh?!

                 i took an

admission exam today which was for De La Salle- Canlubang but i think i

won't be spending the next four years there...i just liked getting into testing rooms and answer stuff...so, i took numerous admission exams...they're actually so many that i can't even count them anymore...lol

                    This afternoon, we had a rehearsal for the mentors day this coming wednesday...its a tough job, u know...its

hard because we really need to give our best for our teachers...we had

to have a production number and like, 4 game shows to entertain

students and to give tribute for all the sacrifices and struggles that

our teachers made...imagine,

they work very hard and they have to extend their patience...Hey,

that's really something considering the very minimal amount of money

that they receive in return...anyways, my role for the presentation is....is....is....hmmm...guess what???...well, my role is the role of a "TEACHER"...like ,,,eeeewwwww!!!...no....don't

get me wrong...its not that i dont love..or i hate that profession or

something...its just that i dont wanna have that role..i hope you

understand...but then, again...no choice...as always..due to public

demand...and due to my scum-sucking friends...i should have the role of

a teacher...., "OK...OK...Fine!!!!!!!!"Chaka!!!

                i then dined out with a number of friends there at mcdonalds...you know..bonding...

             i then went

home..riding with rhea...that's all...nothin much to say about this

boring life of mine...hahahah....

xoxo...=)

*KAMZ*

i received numerous blackmails!!!

      

ever had the feeling???when someone's blackmailing you???if not, well,you better listen to what i say to avoid such...

       ive been a very good

friend to my friends and they can sure attest to that. i treat them so

well that i treat them as brothers and sisters...i trust them and tell

them my deepest thoughts, hatred and feelings...they're my

confidant...and for the record, they know most of my secrets than my

mom or more than any members of my family which is just very normal for

kids (kids?) or may i say..."teens" like me...and so, i tell them

almost anything...including the secrets which i often call as

"maka-sisirang dangal" secrets...funny...but

yeah, i tell them secrets about myself and secrets about other

people...but prior to doing so, i require them their loyalty and they

must be sworn to secrecy...its been a while that they have been so good

to me by not mentioning the secrets i tell and by not being such a

charlatan...

        but now, it seems that the tables have turned upside down...they like blackmail me to tell the secrets they have against me if i don't do something they want me to do...three words: 'I AM DOOMED!"

...yah , right! well, not really that they bully me or something...they

just do it for fun...and honestly, im kinda enjoying it...but then, i

know in my heart that they won't tell....i really do...or else they

would be branded as "tattle-tails" and "rumormongers"...(god, i loooove

those words...lmao!)...

       but then again, i should

have the overated so-called benefit of the doubt which has been proven

by no other than, of course, moi....and so, i have this fear...i now

know how actresses, actors, billionaires, secret witnesses, and other

prominent people feel when they are blackmailed. this is like the second worst feeling in the world...of course, next to the feeling of disappointment...

      

okay, so now...change topic.

            

class prophecy. as

a member of this year's graduating class, our class is sumkinda obliged

or shall i say, required to make either a class will or a class

prophecy...we figured that the will would just make us sad ...you know,

reminiscing the old times...and so, we decided to furnish a class prophecy...we

considered our best feature writer , Melanie Sombero to be the one who

should do the honors of making the class will, after all, its her forte!

          i was glad that in

the will, i became a wife of a billionaire man....hahhahahaha...laugh

all you want...yah, and i like it...only that....its like i never

succeeded in any field of work but i just married a wealthy man...and

if i did succeed in a certain feild, it would be the feild of "SEDUCTION"...hahahah...i think what happened was i just seduced a man who's filthy rich and make him my husband...hahhah....lol...]

          here's a promise...i

promise...i promise...i promise to fulfill that prophecy...no

kidding...(i am a non-joking person)well, that's kinda hard to comply but

then, if not...i promise to meet it halfway like marrying a millionaire

instead of a billionaire...hhahahaha....help me!!!!i need to find "HIM"...maybe not now...but i know he's out there....

            that's all...still got lots to do...im taking CSAT tomorrow...wish me luck!!!

*KAMZ*

regrets...have any???

 

  yes, you might say that i

would probably be the last person who would be regretting some things

in my life...but no one's gonna die if i admit it right??? so here it

goes...

         

  im kinda regretting some of the stuff that im posting here in my blog for the reason that people read it...hahhahah...yah,

right, this is so funny!!!i actually defeat the purpose of blogs galore

when i just post it for myself...well, at first i thought i wanted you,

guys to witness all the daily happenings in my life but then, it hurts

when the memories of the moments that i've included in my blog are

already over, gosh, it hurts!!!painstakingly, more like certifiably!!!

         

  everytime people read my blog, they have these weird reactions like, "OMIGOD!!!" and "I NEVER WOULD HAVE KNEW IF IT WASNT BECAUSE OF YOUR BLOG"    ...d*** it!!!(FYI,

i dont allow myself to speak bad words so this is the farthest i could

get in terms of releasing anger....)and so, im kinda regretting it

since they're talking about stuff...i mean, old stuff..stuff which i

have already forgotten or stuff which i intend and "OUGHT" to forget...stuff which are needed to be forgotten 'cause if not, they'll just break my heart everytime i read of them...

      

  maybe you don't have any clue of what im talking about here...im

talking about some of my friendster blog posts which were read by few

of my classmates....but, don't get me wrong...i have nothing against

them reading my blog and give comments and other stuff...its just that

, there's something wrong with me....huhuhuhu...i

can't jsut can't wait to graduate and get the hell out of this school

im into!!!!!!god, its killing me!!!----i mean, the people in it

are!!!its like im already losing my sanity!!!

      

  but then again,  nothing's gonna change...'cause they don't have to...ryt???the blog posting continues....the legend goes on...well, i wanna do is get this over with...what????lol

xoxo,

*KAMZ*