Saturday, October 2, 2010

Today I Spill the Beans









Finally, the cosmic forces are back on track and nature has finally taken its toll. This is it. Today I vouch for justice.

YESTERDAY
Yesterday was a total drag for me. I had to run errands. Lots of them. Those errands are not actually imposed on me by someone in an authoritative state but those errands are self-imposed. In other words, my self-inflicted pain. I had to make complimentary tickets for our play which was actually very challenging for me, given the fact that I have zero knowledge of Photoshop, whatsoever. In the afternoon, I was there during the talent night of MQ2010. I had a day of pure fatigue and exhaustion. I was supposed to interview half of the candidates for this article I’m working on. It was really hard. I was tired of waiting and running after the candidates and the worst part was, I was alone. I had nobody with me. How I wish I brought my dog Hugo with me. At least I could have talked to a real living creature. But yesterday, I was having random daydreams and in most of them, I caught me talking to myself. I am losing my sanity, no kidding. But you know what? Unbelievable as it may seem, there was actually a good part. There was this one candidate I interviewed who answered my questions with much refinement and charisma. She had really smart answers. From then on, I vowed to myself that I will be rooting for that candidate no matter what.  I was actually inspired by her story.

And also yesterday…he kinda told me that he loves me. Like really really loves me. I know, right! I knew this day would come! But hold your horses. I am still pondering on this one. Because I don’t want to make the same mistake twice, if you know what I mean. I assure you I will come up with a decision soon because I am not a person who likes to take things slow…I mean, why wait?

Remember that book I was telling you about? I already finished it. Yay me! Now I’m left with nothing. I am back to imagining wacky things just to put myself to sleep. I am still contemplating with what book to read next but right now, my mind is occupied by a lot of things. In fact, I think my thoughts will be flowing out of my ears, eyes and nose any minute from now. I just have a handful. I just wish I can get these over with.

TODAY
I know you won’t believe this but just today, I got the spot of being the editor in chief. Shame. Shame on me. I don’t know how it happened but I am really petrified about the thought of it. It is killing me. I might not be able to fulfill all my duties and there’s so much at stake. I just keep my fingers crossed.

By the way, I am totally pigging out and I’m loving it. This is something new, I want to be fat. Seriously, I quit on having to go on diets. I actually think that I would better when I’m fatter. But not the obese kind of fat. It’s the cute and cuddly kind of fat that I want to achieve.

*sighs*
*sighs*
*sighs*

As you may have noticed, my writing is really shoddy tonight or have been for the last few days. You can’t blame me. I have been engrossed with all these stuff. I only need two weeks and I’ll be back on track, hopefully.

Now I’ll be hitting the sack. Nyt!

Oh, wait, my intro doesn’t make sense. Let me enlighten you. Justice. There is still a small parcel of justice and fairness left in this world because if there are times that we are sad, when our self-esteem is way down the drain and we cry ourselves to sleep, there are also times when we are swept off our feet, our spirits are high and we soon find ourselves smiling nonstop before we sleep. The happy moments win over win the sad ones. That’s for sure. See? Everything is fair after all.  so,goodnight….THIS TIME IT’S FOR REAL.