the asterisk is starting to work

          

today is the official start of the 40 days of lent and i am willing to make sacrifices...but not too much...God forbid

         

in accordance with

the 40 days of lent, my classmates and i had a pilgrimage walk

yesterday...we took more than 100, 000 steps...( in hiligaynon, shin

mil ka tikang!...lol! )or even more...we had more than 5

kilometers...it was nothing...nothing but pain!!!but honestly, i didn't

feel much pain in the legs or in any part of the body...i didn't mind

the pain..what frustrated me most was the heat of the blazing sun...it

was very conspicuous that a person might get blinded or something ...we

were there in the streets...exposing our bodies under the heat of the

sun...we were nothing more like vagabonds..searching for a place to

settle...i mean, not that i hate getting a tan or whatsoever..its just

that it hurts...knowing that you've tried to hide from the heat of the

sun for months and there you are, putting it all to

waste...anyway...change topic...

            

when it was the first

day of school for the senior year, our economics teacher said something

about the asterisk...its like, a story..our story...my friends were

from the different tips of the ends of the asterisk and we come to a

certain point wherein we all meet and have fun...and there will also

come to a point that the happy days will be over...and i think, now is

the time...i dont feel fun anymore...i do sometimes but its not abslute

since i think about grades, college, life, love, and the like....but i

know that these are all part of growing up and i have nothing to do but

to accept..although i know that it hurts...anyway, "love hurts" ...its

just like a disease..a contagious one...but there is no other remedy

for love but to love more...

            

i have this friend,

she said she feels different right now...she's is cloud nine..and i

couldn't be any happier...what a good gift for valentines- for her to

find "THE ONE"...as for me, well, still waiting...ahhahah...indeed, for

you to forget a past love, you must find a new one to take his

place.....have i found the new one? can't answer...only heaven knows

*KAMZ*

i watched an R18 movie!!!---I LOVE IT!!!

       

yeah, last nyt my friend called me up and asked me if i could go with her and the others to watch this movie, sweeney todd...we've

already talked about this months ago that we are gonna watch this movie

because of the cast, the story, everything...but the problem was, i

wasn't able to ask permission from my mom...and so i asked myself,

should i make up stories again..so that she would allow me to go out? i

decided that probably i will...anyway, im already a grown up...yeah, i

feel like a grown up already...u know...doing stuff that grown ups

usually do...this week i went to a party of a friend where we drank

liquor and smoked (don't worry, not too many sticks...I AM NOT A SMOKER!!!...remember

that) we did all those things just for fun...and last week, i went home

at already 1pm...isn't that cool, huh?! i feel like my parents trust

me...i hope what i feel is right...anyway..going back to the movie

stuff...

         

so today, i asked my mom

to give me some money because gonna make project and go to a friend's

house to finish it...yeah, right, project AKA

lakwatsa...hahahhhaa.....and so i left the house at around 1:30 pm and

headed my way off to the mall..when i arrived, i was dumbfounded

knowing that the movie is R18..i mean, not that its pornographic or

sumthing..however it sumkinda sadistic..it featured lots of killings..i

texted my friends to wear their most mature looking clothes and look as

old as possible...lol...we just tricked the lady at the ticket counter

and guess what? we got in!!! it was fun...knowing that we could pass

for 18-looking people..hahhahah.... and i really enjoyed the movie.

..my mom believes i made a stupid proj but the truth is, i did not...

         

i went home really

really early....like 6pm..just wish me luck tomorrow, im going to

bonn's church together with the other iip pals...nikki. lai, krish,

melai...may God bless us ..

ciao!!!

*KAMZ*