a good sleep from noon till evening...feels so damn good

    hi...just woke up from like, 9 hours of sleep...

    i rili was unconcious of the long hours of sleep i had

until...until i woke up of course!!!because it started lyk 11am ryt

after i went home from to church to celebrate the holy eucharist and i

kinda felt tired so i went straight ahead to my room and threw my self

to the matress...

    i went to sleep until 9pm...gosh!!! im really thankful for what

happened because i would usually have a hard time putting myself to

sleep since i think (i only think...its not a fact) that i may have

insomnia...and its a breakthrough and a rest in turn for all those

sleepless nights i've had this week...because you see, this week was

exam week and i have problems regarding time management and study

habits so i would sleep late and wake up early having only 4 or 5 hours

of sleep and yet, miracle comes that i come to school in complete shape

and proper disposition...well, good for me...

    now?! well...i feel so light i want to float...really...no

kidding...i want to do an arabesque or a  cartwheel or something...but

some members of my family are now in their

dreams...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...(sleeping)...i don't want to wake them up

so i would just sit here...and be a good girl....(as if!)

    okay...that's all for now...i've got a big day planned ahead tomorrow...

    see yah!!!!

farewell to you my friends

     i felt the being-a-senior feeling today...it is because our class

had the pictorial for yearbook photos...at first, excitement dominated

my heart but as i saw my classmates wearing their "togas" (is the

spelling correct???...dunno...rili...), i felt like sad....no kidding

because i was thinking of the upcoming graduation...and after which, we

will all be torn apart...yah, just like a torn paper...and the sad part

is, i just can't take to live my college life without my friends...and

the way i look at it...college won't be that nice because most likely,

you'd have new schools...which also implies new surrounding, new

policies, and of course, new adjustments....oh...i can't bear this much

pain in me...so help me get over it by giving me advice on how to

not-miss-high-school-that-much matters...please...

    i just need them...and vice versa...i rili know it....

stupid force

    stupid me...im gonna have my last day of examination tomorrow

morning....and i don't feel any better since yesterday's examination in

trigonometry...

i just cant get over it...it was kinda challenging...though many sed it

was not...i think they also have a point but its just cause of the

insufficient time given to us,, the examineess.....ryt?but generally,

it was a good one...

    and tomorrow,...will be for the physics exams...not just kinda hard

but...waaaaaaaaaaa...y hard...no kidding...so i guess im just gonna

sleep during the exams tomorrow,,,

and well, no choice but to take it...may God bless moi...

Blog Entry bowling: definitely not my thing!!!!!

        our class year level (the seniors) went to a bowling centre

this afternoon...it was actually for our practicum...inidividual, that

is,,,

    guess what??? i got zero out of 10pins...it was almost

unbelievable...as unbelievable as the sun rising at the west

(huwat?!)....but it was true...there was proof and witnesses...okay, so

that my hint...i am not a bowling person...im just a person person...i

dont even know what that means, to be honest, but i am that type of

person...

    when my mom went to the bowling centre to fetch me and accompany me

in going home, she like, freaked out when she knew about the tragic

incident....the me-getting-a-zero-in-bowling-practicum incident...

    i pleaded and she gave in...i mean, not really gave in because she

also invited me for a practice game last week but i resisted due to

hectic schedule and other matters...

       and yes, i was better...my teachers were even there in the other

lanes and they just wathced mama and i...lyk duh?! they shouldn't care

ryt?

    and all i wanna do is find way back into nice scores next practicum!!

       and also, i had the sumkinda audition for the DSPC thing (that

was after the yearbook launching)...it was so damn challenging but i

did it!!!so proud of myself....

        ciao!!!

i lied...but later on confessed..and it feels so damn good!!!

    like, i went home very late today...and when i arrived home...guess

what?...award of course (award btw, is a slang for scold or something)

   

yeah, i admit...it was my fault...i should have asked permission from

my parents before deciding for myself...hmm...irresponsible and

disrespectful me...

    and so...there i was..drinking...with my

friends of course...we were just at the store...or shall i say the

chicken house owned by one of my friends...it was actually the grand

opening that's why we felt so eager to go there...at least, it wasn't

for recreation reasons alone...ryt?..okay, i wanna continue now...i

sent a message to my mom saying that i'll be late because of a certain

project...but then...she knew about my whereabouts...yah, someone told

her ( i don't really blame who that someone is )....and she knew i was

lying....

    god! it was like a slap on the face...really, no kidding...i was shy...with whom?...well, with myself...strange, isn't it?....

   

i rushed home while thinking what alibi i should have....but i decided

to tell the truth and admit my faulty ways...and they were happy...they

means my mom and my sis...well, my father was on my side and supported

me..

    there's this only thing i'd promise..."it won't happen again"

*KAMZ*

ps. mama still doesn't know that we drank and what we drank...wahaahhah

    goodnight, clover!!!

    i hope to see the morning

someday my prince will come

   this day, my friends and i namely gerhard, melanie and yours truly went to the mall...(as in SM...where else???....lol)

   

we bought stuff for our project in trigonometry and we kinda enjoyed

picking and choosing the colors, textures and stuff like that...you

know what i mean...

    after which, bonn told us to go with him to

buy a gift for his mom who will be celebrating her birthday

tomorrow...and we did, of course! that's what friends are for..and so

there we were in this  Christian Bookshop...we chose books that are

inspirational and fit for mothers...we had an excellent job, i must

humbly admit...lol...

    in one of the shelves, they had this

greeting cards...i was stunned with one of those greeting cards...it

had "happy anniversary" in its facade...i slowly got the card and

examined it...you know, the content and other features of the card...i

turned to gerhard and asked him, "ge, san-o pa q ni ya ayhan ka baton

man?"....his answer was, "you have to wait, kamille"...i just answered

a smile......that line which he uttered striked me much...and the card

as well...its because i have never been into a long term relationship

before and im really looking forward to having one...the greatest

question is when and with whom???

well, i guess all i have to do is wait...again